Have never felt so low of myself before. It's like I'm not allowed to feel even a tiny bit of happiness :( Funny how things changed in split seconds..... One day, this person loves you very much & then the next day, he treats you like shit. Why. Can someone please enlighten me......
No one is to be blamed, but myself for letting people in so easily.
When will I ever learnt my lesson? I can't take it anymore, too much hurt recently. It pains me a lot I have to fake a smile in front of my family members, friends. I don't feel like I'm "Farah". I dont know where the old Farah has gone to.....I would wanna find her back, make sure she stays till forever. As for now, I gotta get used to pretending oh well not like it's the first time anyways :')
Ya Allah, you're with me. I wanna go through this with You.
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