today i feel so lonely.
although my friends are there,im useless.
looking at him make my heart beats faster.
he's the only one i love and i need.
but why is he stopping it?
its just a crush and its nothing wrong.
what else should i have to say.
many people broke my heart.
i really cant take it anymore.
its a hurting thing.
nisa having problem,minah too.
and im comforting two of them at the same time.
im really in a confused state.
i know its hard to forget everything.
but please for once,hear what im going to say.
i keep secrets in my heart for so long.
and even i dunt dare to tell my friend too.
let me solve the problem.
for goodness sake,better that i dunt show it off.
becos people will just say that im acting.
they dunt understand what we feel.
im tired of all this.
i need some rest and im not in a mood now.
gooodbye.