Oh hello gorgeous humans yeah.
so, today was quite okay than before.
after school is quite emotional plus moody.
i really dunt what more to say to you.
you make me go crazy sometimes.
what is going through your mind now?
please tell me, because i really need to know.
i try advising you but i keep failing.
you never ever listen to me or something.
you still very stubborn and dunt want to listen.
what should i do to make you realise?
i know its hard for you but please, be strong.
i need you to know that i really care bout you.
but still, you have to listens to the positive things.
dunt ever listen to people who talk cock.
they are just making things more worst than before.
and they never ever care how you feel.
when we are still here, make use of us by listening
to us. but when we are not here, dunt ever regret.
we have been going through alot of things.
FOUR years of friendship is not easy.
you give me alot of advice and cheer me up too.
you're the bestest friend ever, nisa.
i miss the old you really like a crazy toot.
you change alot best friend.
and i need the old you back now.
because the fights we have, still make us strong.
remember nisa, be strong and dunt care about others.
i love you, best friend.

so lets talk about today then.
after school, went for drills at four o'clock.
it supposed to be 2 plus but it is postponed to four.
today is the last and only drills because next
friday is the passing out parade yeah.
ohmg, im so nervous altough its still a long way.
okay, i think im going to take a nap.
i start to have body ache everywhere now.
alamak, painful lah bodo. thanks for messaging mum.
i love you.