Maybe i should stop being a noob from now onwards. why should i care about the one who have hurting me alot? i shall stay strong and be positive in everything. only God knows how i feel in the inside, gosh. i'm tired of hearing bad comments about this and that. they're so mean, evil and never think of how the other party feels? i have to move on and stop feeling so hypnotized. and i just hope everything that starts will last forever? i'm still not sure of what kind of life i'm living now. how pathetic can that be? -.-

I have to stop thinking like a childish kid. i'll stop about bragging this and that. to be sure, i really mean it. how to be successful when we didnt work for it? tell me how am i supposed to face all the consequences of life? yes, life is like a roller coaster ride because its going up and down. one thing is, face all the problems in reality with an open heart. although i know, reality sucks sometimes but we have no choice. i hope life will be much more easier than now but its impossible. and its really saddening to see the fact.

School was fine and the so-called surprise went well too. mrs heng was really touched and we can see that from her face. let's go on to band now. Yeah, had band practice earlier on. But unfortunately, ms tan didnt came so, we had sectionals. i didnt call that as sectionals because percussion was all mixed up. everyone was like doing their own things and didnt even care.
although i reminded them so many times, it wont work, seriously. ms loh told us about the intensive band practice on march hols. wtf, i'm so shocked to see the schedule. (!!!) with this intensive training, i hope we can get what we want. and it shows that its worthwhile having intensive training. i hope we can prove all the knnbccb that we're better. im seriously looking forward to australia! omfg. and the SYF day is like 27 more days from now, i guess. woah, aint happening. kay, i need a break, kiddos. i think my blog is to wordy but who cares? pouring out what i feel is still the best way sometimes. yeah, i mean sometimes.

Sucha a long post, 0.0

and when will all this ends? i'm just sicked and tired.