Percussion is making everyone pissed off right now.
and nobody can deny that feeling. RIGHT?
we've been making a fool of ourselves and i know,
there's no way to make our section a good one.
i'm telling this feeling out because i dont feel good inside.
feeling so hatred by everyone is not a nice thing.

Oh god, please open up my mind. Let me have that positive feeling.
i really cant take it anymore. I dont feel like believing in myself anymore.
and that feeling is getting stronger and stronger. I'm not faking.
Please, for the sake of me. Please change this attitude of ours.

I dont know why i'm writing like that but,
this feeling inside me is making me pissed off and now,
i cant take it. I feel so hopeless and useless.

Juniors, you guys been the best of all.
All the laughters and jokes we had in the past, is still fresh.
but one thing that you need to know, WE NEED TO BE SERIOUS!
and i mean it. Serious as in our playing and also our behaviour.
let's prove them WRONG that we are not noobs anymore.
Please, for goodness sake.

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and i just saw the result for today's SYF for other school bands.
to my horror, there's only 3 schools that got their gold.
omg, that really makes me feel more scared. Seriously, man.
thanks for your useful advice, hamizan.