Avril lavigne is the bombzx.

First and foremost, happy birthday nurul.

What a typical day. I was all dumbed with lots and lots of revision. Next paper will be maths paper and i'll put more effort on it this time round. Physic paper went well yesterday. At least i put some courage to do it with alot of passion. Chey, merepek uh.

i'm pissed off with mom by the fact that she forced me to do things that i dont like. She really thinks as if i'm not a grown up kid. All this while, she's been in a moody mood and all she do was to nag and scold us even though we did nothing. I repeat, nothing! i dont know what's going on with her mind now and then. She's been so reckless and even, dad noticed that too. We'll have some dinner later to celebrate Mother's day. Hopefully, she's okay by then.

Now, i've been thinking twice whether i should say it straight to their face or not. I'm just scared if i do that, they'll hate me. I just want good things to happen between them because i've seen her go through alot all this while. Its been many years we've gone through thick and thin. I hope you'll make the right decision. And i dont want to see you hurt like you've been all this while. Anyway, you guys been wondering if this does concern me or not? The answer is Yes, it does. i'm just discontented because i dont feel like i'm part of the "family".

i'm just being neglected by everyone. Is it just a feeling or is it really happening? Why must they behave that way? all i have to do now is sigh. I'm sure no one understand my state right now. I may be happy in school, laughing but only god knows how i feel in the inside. Help me go through this life.