I'm invisible.

It hurts me still. I was never there. I've never existed in your world. So why am i sacrificing so much for a person who don't appreciate me? Why am i wasting my time on a person who don't see all the things i've done for her/him, yet ignoring all those? And why am i letting a person like that, occupies my mind all day long? He/she is not worth my time anymore. I should stop being so kind to people because you'll never know if they'll really appreciate you, or just pretend. Yeah, that really hurts you inside out. It's time to fake a smile, one more time. Be patient, farah. Only Allah knows how i feel.

You go figure it out, yourself.

Ps; 21st, a very special date. Although it was in the past, it matters to me, still.