I need to brainstorm on what to write. I've no idea on how to start. But what's fully going on in my mind right now is the N-level oral that i'm gonna face this coming monday. I'm really nervous as the day passed by. Well fyi, i'm the first person to be tested. You guys should know how it feels like to be the first person and furthermore, its national exam :( Ya Allah, please calm me down and help me do well on monday. Hope everything's will go smoothly. I got a sore throat and thats bad. Please get well soon, throat. I need you on monday <3

How much longer must i suffer?

How much longer must i feel this emptiness within me?

Ya Allah, forgive me for the sins i may have committed in the brightness of the day,

and forgive me for the sins i may have committed in the darkness of the night.

Ya rabb, forgive me for the sins that i have committed intentionally,

and forgive me for the sins i may have committed unintentionally.

Please forgive me, ya Allah. Forgive me :(