Maybe i should really sit down and spend some time to think. Just anything that comes in to my mind the moment i sit and imagine. I wish i could really do it together with someone, someone who's willing to spent his/her time with me and talk talk talk about anything under the sun, but the thing is nowwww, who's that he/she? =/

I want someone to understand my feelings and at the same time, comfort me, encourage me to keep moving on. I dont think i can do it on my own. Although i said before that i can do it, part of me says "no you can't, you still need someone". you know, that's how i feel. My heart just shattered into pieces again this morning when i heard some things that i don't wanna know. I thought i just lose my mood for the day but fiza, muhaiminah and seri was there to brighten up my day. Thank you, girls. You guys don't know how much you guys have enlightened me just now. I'm glad i was feeling better after all the laugh. Once again, thank you.

Sometimes what i really need is my friends. It hurts so much to have a friend who doesn't understands you but i thank Allah for the group of friends i already have. They're the best you could ever imagine.

Okay let's put aside those feelings, shall we? Hmm today was funny. Muhaiminah made fiza and me laughed so hard in the d&t studio. Cute laaaaa she ^.^ I'm looking forward for more 'smile' on my face. No use frowning over things that is over.

Allah, you're so kind. I love you, more than i love anyone else.