Its 24th October, 1.43am

I'm still wide awake. Everyone's asleep. I hate being the only one who sleeps really late at night and results to waking up late the next morning. The thing is, not even any of my family members knows how i really feel when it comes to night. Yeah, the only time when my mind did some talking to itself and i'm all confused.

No one really feels. Not even my friends whom i know will be there for me through thick or thin. I envy those girls who owned a bestfriend. I want to know how it feels like to have a bestfriend whom listens. I wish, i just wish i had one.

I'm still waiting although i keep telling myself that you aint coming back.
Silly me. Or maybe people label this as 'unconditional love'? Idk.