I share my problems to a certain group of people, i don't go around sharing it like it's nothing personal to me. Of course it is and i'm so proud to be able to pretend that i'm over it. Sometimes it's just me, myself and i. I'm so insecure with the things going on all around me, sigh. I keep telling myself that it's okay and that i'm used to the pain but none of it made me feel better.

It hurts me so much everyday in school but i'm gonna keep it to myself, although sometimes i feel like tearing up at one point of time and i didn't because it's awkward to be crying in front of your not-so-close-friends you know. They'll start asking why and so on. That's not really nice isn't it? Ahhh i hope i will get better in time to come. I hope this pain will slowly heal by itself and even if it left a scar, i don't mind because it reminds me of what i used to have.

Well, everyone has scars. Everyone experienced pain, i'm glad i'm not the only one.