Even if i'm perfect, people is gonna judge me anyway.

I can really forget about going out and having fun with the girls. People at home just dont understand. Their perspective of me living is to study, be at home, study, be at home. Now i feel like i'm in need of freedom. Like what's the point of grounding me? Haiz i dont know what to say. When i feel like saying something, they always find a way to bring my words down. I better keep quiet, or maybe just write down my feelings on my diary. I feel better that way.

Sometimes i wish committing suicide isn't a sin. But Allah, you're with me right? I know.