Even if I tell people my problems, what do I get after that? Will I eventually feel better? Will everything be back to normal? The answer has always been No and that is why I feel better keeping things to myself. I don't want sympathy, i don't need that. I just need that one best friend who's willing to be there no matter what happens. I want him/her to be there at my worst and still accept me for who I am. However, I just realized that that's a little too much to ask for.....

Emotionally drained, that's how I am feeling right now but oh wait, did I just told you that? Lol, it's not like anyone cares or what. Maybe you guys would care, if I were pretty or dying. You know, our society these days, is a little too f-ed up :')

Allah, You do hear me out right? You do love me right? :')