Oh, today was the big day and i had fun.
so today morning, took our price on the stage.
okay, what i can say is i just feel nervous.
what i trying to do is to do some prayers all.
haha, actually i have stage fright yeahh.
but i try my best to imagine what nisa say.
she say that, we must imagine that the
audience is all the popcorns that we eat.
so yeah, i try that thingy and it went well.
i shake mr GOMEZ hand and i wasnt looking
at his face but instead at his hands yeah.
gosh, and he was like asking my teacher,
why aint us looking at his face just now but
my teacher just give him a big smile on the face.
hahaha, so in the afternoon, i went home straight.
as im not gonna waste time at school and as
there is changing of command parade at 5pm.
im very nervous about the marching thingy.
i scared i will just went wrong and ill be very pyseh.
so, i try opening my ears big and listen to my
sir as he is not going to ask us to go back or stuff.
i just feel very sad that the seniors are going.
but i dunt know why i cant even cry or something.
the others were busily crying and hugging each
other and some of them is shouting loudly.
and that is what we called the HYPER band.
i still love my band mates no matter what.
they just give me pride in my life by making me
laugh and sometimes cry also but i wont show.
hmm, they are the best seniors ever but no
matter what, life must go on and we have to
accept it no matter what. so, there will be
band camp during the june holidays and yeah,
im going to go because i dunt want to miss it.
and i hope, mom and dad is not going to
malaysia during that period of time and so,
i shall just end it here wokey, people? goodbye.

i dunt know you would do this to me.
blaming me all the way and stuffs.