You've caused me so much pain. I'm leaving, but something's pulling me and asking me not to. SO what is that? I've had enough of this and i dont wanna be hurt anymore. Its time to put some things aside, except for my N's. I'm doing well for it, by hook or by crook. And you? i have no time to talk or brag about you right now. its not the right time, bye.

This is what happens when you love someone wholeheartedly, you'll end up hurting yourself.